Bryton

Bryton Is Now 4months Old and 13.5lbs 23In Long

BRRRRR!!

Wow BRRR It Cold Outside,  Last night and Today wouldn't be so bad if wasn't windy outside I don't think. Sitting here waiting to see if Lucas County goes to a level 3 and Aspen well baby check up for 1 year old will be canceled or not. Im kind of hoping it is and we get to reschedule it for a warmer day or Sat,  Hubby working this morning and I also hoping if the appt not canceled , He gets off work at by 1030am and home so I can get there on time.  Well I got get off here and get boys around for Aspen doctor Appt. I did update my post yesterday.

Take care all and Stay warm 

So member one the groups I belong to on Facebook had posted link to one my questions about having my tubes tied and having pocs and endo  it called Symptoms of Post Tubal Ligation Syndrome  PTLS.   Could this be what im dealing with and how they going to fix it , I hate being like this I can't sleep If i do i get maybe 5 to 6 hours of sleep Im uncomfortable , It driving me crazy, I gain alot of weight and I was doing so well my depression is bad at times I just cry and the meds they giving me for my depression don't seem to be working as well as they did before. Ugh!!!  

With hubs not having any insurance I never beable to know my insurance don't pay for all this stuff to be done and testing. :(  Updated 1-25-2014 I now have another link on this PTLS   (PTLS) Post Tubal Ligation Removel

People's Choice

People's Choice

 We are not from hallmark,

We bend the mind like pretzels,

thus in no way shape or form

are we saying have a great day,

We are saying we have a weapon of our own making,

its the people's voice,

and it our choice to relate greatness,

we are saying this is your payback

for this action,

and we want our mind back,

because you can't state what it is

my choice to say,

We are saying revolution

won't come on the thick sweat of

another fat cat who loves the last laugh,

well we dont' respect that,

We are saying we're constitutionally able to march

your egocentric ass back to half

of the power you had as a child,

We are saying dis-abled isn't unhuman,

and being able bodied should mean able to serve the

greater good with clear conscience

as to what they'll accomplsih,

not what hope they'll undue,

We are saying the people's voice is oneness

and liberty should echo through.

by Erik Estabrook

What a Morning/Night

Just love it how I'm told I'm so jealous over my sister being pg , WOW I been depressed over my tubes being tired and focused into at the time by two doctors and nurses and at Toledo hospital and my husband and mom didn't do much help in my factor of not getting them tired. But that my problem I'm just JEALOUS! Wow. I can believe everyone knows how I feel and think it really hurts even know that your own family and one person you married that suppose to support you.....  I have cryed and cryed over how I treated for pass year . This isn't about how having anymore babies it more then that , I'm in a lot of pain im depressed my periods are god awful. IT SUCKS feeling like this but here no support in my family non at all !!!! Truly shows me who i can count on which that day showed me a lot on who back you up and support you.  A day I Never Forget Rest Of My Life !!!!!

Good Morning

Sitting here reading the Sunday newspaper and eating and drinking my coffee,... Before both boys get up, I'm hoping I be able to get my shower before they both get up but not sure that will happen or not.  Hope all your morning going well, Hoping my friend Jeanette and her family doing OK and don't have flu as bad as we did here at the house last week . I just now able to eat something yesterday and this morning that Flu/cold virus drop you in heart beat and hit you so hard. UGH! 

I feel so bad that my friend is sick I sure hope rest of them don't get sick. 

Bryton had a horrible evening he meltdown  or so hyper and couldn't stop himself  that he gotten in trouble I don't know the number of times but each time he got things taken away and in time out because he just laugh about it It driving me nuts I can't get him uncontrolled for nothing these days. So today he has no TV in his room and no I pad until daddy get home from work and aloud him back the I pad I hoping this works or at lease lets him know we meant business. 

Aspen had his seizures a lot yesterday also I don't think either one them had a very good day . I so hoping today going to be a lot better. 

Bryton therapist will be here later on this afternoon. To help out a little on bri behavior . 

Well I off here for now and over to my facebook world see what going on , 

Have a great day all 

Good Morning

Good Morning All 

How you all doing this fine Morning/Afternoon??

I been working on my blog building a new one. So far Aspen had 2 of his Seizures this morning, Bryton had already tested his luck with mommy and was told , There is NO I pad if we hit anyone or talk back or don't pick up toys and listen to daddy or mommy. That is simple as I could tell him this morning how it was going to do today for his behavior other then he will go to time out too after the I pad was taken away if he didn't get his behavior worked out.. 

Aspen is loving playing under the table again this morning, I have a feeling we have another sensory kiddo, He loves his clothes and his blankets wrapped tight around him and he loves to playing under the kitchen table and end tables. 

Well Im going to get back to working on my personal blog and try to keep with this blog and Bryton blog hoping I beable too. 

Bryton and Aspen 

Never Forget Myself

I will never forgive myself and all ones that pushed me into getting my tuibes tired, I hate the fact that they are tired and I have to deal with these awful painful monthlys more then I did before and one main thing I can never have any more babies anymore and I was never done having babies. I want at lease one more. I let that SOB doctor and his asst pushed me into getting my tubes tired.. Just sucks that what all i went though last year with them SOB doctors...... I cry probally every day anymore knowing this and been so depressed over it all and how more anyone having baby these days makes it wrost I hurt so bad from them tiring my tubes then I did before. and IT SUCKS !!! I hate toledo hosptial doctors ! and Center for health OB/GYNO Doctors I never refer anymore there to there hosptial or doctors.. pushing into things you don't want to do just sucks and takes your rights away if there was anyway i could prove it i go after them on this. Just sucks !!!!  

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